Surviving the First Month of Uni

Where do I begin?   *sigh*   I was so looking forward to going to University. I am the first to pursue higher education in my immediate family and I do love to learn especially when I’m passionate about the subject.   However, having expectations of something is often my downfall. Nothing can ever live … Continue reading Surviving the First Month of Uni


Mental Check!

The last two weeks have been a trip! I had my first real bad depersonalisation episode and it was so weird. The feeling of not really being in my body was worrying and it was really hard to make myself do anything, which leads me to my next mental wall at the moment. I have … Continue reading Mental Check!


I often have this over powering that I'm a huge failure and it's happening now. I've had really bad fatigue lately and my inner perfectionist is screaming at me to be better whilst my body wants to lay down forever. In the evenings I've started getting headaches. When I'm tiered I start feeling ill so … Continue reading Failure